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1. last beverage→starbucks black iced tea
2. last phone call→ dad
3. last text message→ my sister
4. last song you listened to→ bada bing! wit a pipe by four year strong
5. last time you cried→ friday night

SIX HAVE YOU EVER:
6. dated someone twice? nope
7. been cheated on? not that i know of
8. kissed someone & regretted it? umm yes
9. lost someone special? yes!
10. been depressed? yes alot during high school and at my old school.
11. been drunk and threw up? yup once at auntchiladastock. fun timessss that i dont remember

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. pink
13. neon green
14. purple

THIS Year HAVE YOU:
15. Made new friends? yes
16. Fallen out of love? yes
17. Laughed until you cried? umm probably
18. Met someone who changed you? yes
19.Found out who your true friends were? absolutely!
20. Found out someone was talking about you? not that i know of. i know people probably talk about me but i just dont have the energy to care anymore.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list? nope
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life? one
23. How many kids do you want to have? twins and another.
24. Do you have any pets? nope i wish
25. Do you want to change your name? no i love mine. i hated it when i was little though because i could never spell it write.
27. What did you do for your last birthday? went into the city with my friends and then had a huge party the next day
28. What time did you wake up today? 8:15 am
29. What were you doing at midnight last night? trying to finish a paper
30. Name something you CANNOT wait for? spring break and this weekend to see the baby and my family
31. Last time you saw your father? um jan 19th i think
32. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? too many things
33. What are you listening to right now? my professor blab about  history
34. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom? yes many
35. What's getting on your nerves right now? that my computer is going to die soon  and i dont think my power cord will reach the outlet :(
36. Most visited webpage? facebook , perezhilton, thesuperficial, weight watchers, myspace, yahoo
37. What’s your real name? Marlaina
38. Nicknames? Mar, mar bar, laina
39. Relationship Status? single and just dont have the energy to care right now
40. Zodiac sign? Leo  : )
41. Male or female? female
42. Elementary? St. Augustine's School
43. Middle School? St. Augustine's School
44. High school? Lawrence Academy
45. Hair color? brownish red
46. Long or short? long
47. Height? short 5 feet
48. Do you have a crush on someone? yes manyyy
49. What do you like about yourself? ummm...nothing haha
50. Piercings? ears
51. Tattoos? i wish
52. Righty or lefty? righty unfortunately  but ive always had a sick obsession with leftys

FIRSTS :
53. First surgery? never had surgery really
54. First piecing? ears
55. First best friends? steph, jess, arianna, shannah, katy, carolyn, liz , alex
56. First sport you joined? soccer
57. First pet? becky the bunny
58. First vacation? umm probably hawaii
59. First concert? umm no clue prob nsync or something
60. First crush? lance bass. good thing he is gay hahahah

RIGHT NOW
61. Eating? fiber one bar
62. Drinking? water
63. I'm about to? ummm sit and listent o my professor and text my sister back
64. Listening to? my professor talking
65. Waiting for? friday!!! to see the baby

YOUR FUTURE :
66. Want kids? yes
67. Get married? either that or a great career
68. Careers in mind? record label or radio station and it looks like its going to happen :)

WHICH IS BETTER :
69. Lips or eyes: eyes
70. Hugs or kisses: hugs
71. Shorter or taller: ummm not sure
72. Older or Younger: younger
73. Romantic or spontaneous: romantic
74. Nice stomach or nice arms: nice stomach
75. Sensitive or loud: neither
76. Hook-up or relationship: ummm relationship ig uess
77. Trouble maker or hesitant: hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER :
78. Kissed a stranger: not that i can think of
79. Drank hard liquor: yes
80. Lost glasses/contacts: do sunglasses count
81. Sex on first date: hmm... yupppp.
82. Broken someone's heart: yes
83. Had your own heart broken: yes. twice.
84. Been drunk: yes
85. Been arrested: no
86. Turned someone down: yes
87. Cried when someone died: yes
88. Liked a friend that is a girl?: yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
89. Yourself: not at all unfortunately. i wish i had more confidence
90. Miracles: yes
91. Love at first sight: yes
92. Heaven: yup
93. Santa Clause: yesss :)
94. Karma: yes
95. Kiss on the first date? i don't know
96. Angels: maybe

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
97. Is there one person you want to be with right now? i'm torn
98. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? no
99. Told someone you loved them when you didn't? never</center>

soo i love how bank of america loves to fuck you over in any way possible.  thanks to them i am now $104 broker than what I should be because of their stupid fees. THANKS ALOT ASSHOLES.

anyway on a lighter note, i lost 3.6 today!! yayyy for hitting my 5% and losing 9 pounds in 3 weeks!! :)

That was the only good part of my day.

i am so exhausted and do not want to write this stupid letter for my class anymore

and i feel fat and i have to weigh tomorrow. facckkkkk. i better lose this week or im gonna be pissed and get so discouraged.

lauren (my roommate) and her bf (dave) came back to my apt. and she came up to me while dave was in the bathroom and she was like ive been meaning to talk to you about that. because dave was like did you miss me mar mar. and i was lik no you are here every day and hes like no im not. and hes like i was here three days.ok maybe two. and laurens like you were here yesterday dave. and i was like yea you were. so see like every day. and i just said to her like i know its hard because he lives with his mom but and she was like well we are staying there tomorrow night and i was like well its fine it doesnt matter and i was just like just try to be quiet when you guys come in cuz this weekend was a little loud and then he came out and she rushed in after him so we didnt get to finish

THE STUPID BITCH DRANK THE REST OF MY BACARDI PEACH. OHH SHIT IS GONNA GO DOWN

i mean really... how hard is it to shut off lights?! i wouldnt care so much if i wasnt paying for my own utilties. but she could careless because her mommy and daddy are paying for everything for her. grrrrrrrrrrr. she left two lights on in our apartment for over 3 hours. like are you efffffing kidding me?! not to mention that her boyfriend stayed over for the past two nights and they woke me up this morning when they both left. grrrrrrrrrrr. they have noooo consideration whatsoever. like im trying to sleep. please let me sleeeep pleaseeee

oh and i got in a car accident today with carly in our carpool parking lot at school. luckily my professor didnt care that i showed up 45 minutes late to class due to us having to call security and then the girls car that we hit, she wanted to call the police to file a police report to be on the safe side.  its beeen a grrreeat day let me tell you.

clearly i lack confidence in everything that i do.  my friends are all driving me insane and its only the second week back. i dont understand how people like my roommate can have so much confidence and then my other friend christina is the same exact way. i honestly feel that my lack of confidence has been putting  a damper on my entire life. i feel like im never good enough